A Heavy navy blue

She frequently turns her head towards the window

So at least her thoughts can escape the room

The sheets on her desk do not need to know

What a waste it has been, ripping those out a notebook

 

She is the only one who does not get worn out

By my flood of thoughts or sudden drought



Even though I love people, I do not like them

But she calls them ‘nice’

It is both honest and stupid and real and you and me

And when I am who I am thinking about

Without a doubt - my right hand would turn gold

but my left one a heavy navy blue

 

I find myself crying; again

And dropping my phone on purpose; over anger

Until some stranger picks it up

And drives me home; I do not belong there – it is with her

How would she know?

 

- Chelsea A.

 

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